from “National Lube”
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Into and by the streetlight Danielle’s ghost sequins over At the wrought iron nova
A two-grappa boy goodbye I insist on an ocean get delivered a parking lot
Hum and nearly blessed Constantinople Tyrian purple Liz Claiborne
Ruined in a magazine I love with the architecture I am convinced it loves me
Cars hot and dangling And lo, for a split second this good cop bad cop Gay Guide
to New York City Pried open with mother of pearl pocket knife Luminous epigram
I left oops, on the Rockaway bound prepared guitar just standing there, the night twists a return
of tremendous love you can feel, the color of our downtown
version of dreaming: devotionally passing sesame balls golden back and forth
on Doyers St tasting the propaganda of the wind Specifically I loved
You and the puddles, noodles entering your mouth “I hate all of my clothes” too bad
I glide my hand against the sun with a Diamond twist there Adding relief in umbrage
Too, small fey masterpieces I donate a little faggot whimper to the medium air
Embargo time: it's so laced with stars, permissions, Playbills, keep practicing son
and don’t take the first offer
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Only if you're serious and not
like it’s the end by any means,
the sonic phlegm dissolving
years by record longest measure
on that selfsame feeling riverside
you knew. It’s green and turning
brown unspoken where love isn’t
called to mist in silvertongued
dense archives of total potential
condensed upon a polished cod-
piece. This is what I want so bad
at bedside naked in the light
dwelling on the motel poetics
of love mistook for trusting nod
and so it’s traveling seems to ask
you: how rain removes the blue from wet
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If I could fold what the city has in half and sip out the things come oozing I should be okay
for a night with the not-yet enemy A sermon from the free trade zone
At the knotted heel of the sovereign vomiting a visual monoculture of
Live laugh Shepherd Fairey wine racks the eradicating grey libidinal motor
Of capital’s global rainbow a clean, tingly prismatic tendency Nothing to buy
and yet the entire wardrobe of the sky like a condiment for my ear
Where's my community of excess? Hello mother, hello father, pour me
another directive Staring psychotically out of a condo advertisement
Carnatic piano victory lap That's what your tenderness feels like AT NIGHT
THEY DO GLOW The call and response of a concert of water
A bit of frosting on your lip dedicated to the thunder Shoplifting
the outlets, Daddy Deep in the private code of someone breaking free
“The music of a generation” Though we were raised upon Trail cam footage
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Approached him gently
(Everyone noticed this)
A new history began
There was a way I could reach
My biography, and wear it
But could not otherwise inhabit
The poem left me to appear
Radially
But I was still
there, behind
In this way I could only recall
The color of its tail, it’s beaten air
Maybe I was practicing another memory
Or in the scaffold of another event
Gilded by fiction, I remained
In a diagram of it
A train blew through the station
A type of writing had ever occurred
An area rendered into itself fully
That’s the generosity of the poem
Who wouldn’t notice a few flowers missing
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Ancestors tell me in random wind something they'd never do again
And so I write as a fucked interior of lyric What makes most sense to me
under this spermezoic humiliation of love and species All this mentorship
and no disturb to show A little harmony comes incorrectly to me
Upon the reciprocating cash-only boulevard In this topography, oops, topology
of this orchard Curiously with this moon and these little berries
Lit like coins by the consciousness of the moon And banished
from this garden on the surface into the rune weight of the Earth—there is
absolutely NOTHING wrong with me
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(Water to never close this parenthesis
But this sodomy illuminated me from within
Like a dashboard, mycelial in axiomatic
Puppeteering, to squeeze contemplation
And action Into the same overwhelming segue
Of looseness, a draped harness the infinite field
Aromatic murmurs fastened to boundless hereafter
Dos-a-dos elide destiny from a specific princess manifesto
It's finch language for me, gramophone in thought
Cassette requested for edge of town MPH theory
Antisocial porcelain woods where I feel his hair
Again, peaking. And easily diminished by a secret
lever