Afterhex 1
One’s opportunities to be unhappy are
Dynamic, ever-expanding, a Ford Mustang chasing
The sun as it sprints panicked to the western limit
Which was the morning you first didn’t think of the riot
And for weeks afterward, and following what once
Had seemed, and anybody would have said so, seemed to
Have been a sequence of events in time, and only
To the intelligentsia, then hidden, now
They scurry from one nimbus to another down
The block until they disappear in darkness, then
They reappear in light, then disappear again
In darkness, and then finally beneath the next
Streetlight they’re gone, they disappear in light, to whom
What seemed to you a sequence was a sphere of time
Expanding in a space with limits, and with walls at
Its limits, in which objects are a tax the space pays
To what authority? The sphere of the riot, for
What seemed like weeks, but it was only minutes, the
Sphere was conveyed, a polished gem, from hand to hand
One representative to the next, one party to
The other, in the weeks of their competitive
Expressions of concern, in the minutes of those weeks
Rolling, a golden coin across scarred knuckles, a
Magician or a criminal, but both, the coin
A sphere in the space between two hands, a coin in the hand
Eventually, like bullets in America
The riot passes through our heads and we forget
The riot, everything, what once seemed strange to you
Becomes your heart, American, your heart’s-blood strange
To you, hidden in you, the truest part of you
Unknowable, a minotaur of the hidden god
Who is not you, the god, not even of your own heart